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Wednesday, 29 June 2005

NEW XANGA!! I guess it's time that i start a new xanga.. i dont' know why..but i just feel like it.. also.. JAMES LEE I'M DARKER THAN YOU NOW!!

xanga.com/Yujin58

Wednesday, 22 June 2005

I'M SO SAD!!! i thought i would be happy but i'm gonna miss them terribly. OMGOSH!! i miss them already even though they haven't left yet. srry if i'm a little emotional tomorrow.. i knew i would be like this i flippin cried at my brother's 8th grade banquet. (sigh) (sigh) (SIGH)!!

I Hope you GUYS WILL BE SAFE . .. I'LL BE PRAYING FOR YOU GUYS! MOMMY, REBEC AND YOUNG I LOVE YOU !! o gosh.. i wish i was going too...

GOODLUCK JAPAN/KOREA MISSIONS TEAM! aka GMCYO

on the other hand... what the heck am i going to cook?? i don't know how to cook.. i think i might now shower for the next week or so... or brush my teeth..

this summer is so sad.. i'm everythingless.. just ignore me.. i'm wallowing in self pity.

Wednesday, 01 June 2005

Congrats to Bona unni, David and Ben Cho!!

i love you guys!!

David: i'll miss your weird self everyday at lunch.. making me choke on food, and bursting out in laughter over your ridiculous different personalities. you're like the oppa i never had.... HAHAHA j/k but really though.. i hope you have a freaking great summer, and a great freshmen year..i'll miss you!

Ben Cho: i don't know why, but it's really rare that i'll just call you Ben.. it's always "HI BENCHO!!" srry.. i'm really happy taht i got to know you and see you in school everyday! you always look say hi to me even though i might look like i'm crazy. i'm gonna miss you next year!

TO MY FRIGGIN AWESOME BONA UNNI!!: i don't know why i'm writing this now even though you guys havn't graduated.. i think it's because i haven't seen you these past couple of days. anywaysz i really really really miss you. i miss walking down the halls, ALWAYS being late to 8th pd. together. screaming a curse word and racing down the hall.. srry, it's my short legs. anywaysz, you really are the greatest unni a girl could ask for, and i LOVE talking to you late at night. ; ) i'm def. coming to visit you next year. BONA UNNI!! GOSH.. i can't belivei that this is it. i'm never going to see you in sherwood high again! it's so weird. (sigh) you've really made my high school experiece awesome. unni!! you better take me clubbing one time.. gosh.. i wish i coudl've seen you get your freak on at prom. haha j/k well igtg.. maybe i'll update this more later when i have time.. i love you, you SEXY HOT MOMMA!!

EDIT: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF KIM!! also, CONGRATS!! *u know what i'm talking about! ; )

Friday, 27 May 2005

Happy Sweet 16th Rebecc!

I love you!!!

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Edit: "A friend is one before whom I can think outloud" Ralph Waldo Emerson

ok i think i'm going to do an anonymous thing just becuase that is the onyl way i'll probably communicate to some people, and i'm bored, and not wanting to do my spanish project. ok but really..

1. Hey mama, i'm sorry, for acting so wierd... you know i love you, and i love you even more that you respect the things that i ask of you. i know it's really hard and you probably want to beat me up, but it just shows me how m uch you actualyl care. you make me say " oh, mama, she so sweet" haha i don't mean to "keep you out of the loop", i only do it out of respect for other ppl, and it doesn't help you to know... my mother needs her mind clear.. she is of old age. haha or else we will have some "DOMESTIC VIOLENCE" in the house. i missyou.. sleepover soon you crazy hag!

2. my confidant, my lover, my late night internet talking buddy. i lov eyou so much.. i know you're always there to listen, and support me. i'm glad i got to talk to you so much this week. you always know the right thing to say.. i hope you catch some sleep!

3. i love meeting you for official R.C. meetings haha. now i know that you prefer mild wings instead of spicy, becuas eyou simply would not enjoy them enough if they were spicy. haha i think we called, hung up, held each other up on the phone like 10294813498 times this week. i really enjoyed flipping all over your grass.. i can't wait till our next R.C. meeting. haha Jeff said i was in it now! YES!! bye babe

4. hmm... i'm glad we're getting a chance to talk on saturday @ ... hopefully we'll work out everything. in fact, i'm pretty, hopefully confident everything will. i care for you a lot, and i would never do anythign to hurt you, and i would do my best to not let anything hurt you. i think we just need to honestly talk about everything. cya soon.

5. i really did not expect what happened that night. you hurt me more than anything that has happened this whole crappy weekend. you're probably going to get mad that i'm even writing this on xanga. i know you care for me, but i really dont' understand why you got so angry, why, becuase i wasn't doing things YOUR way , and i was being STUPID? this is def. one thing that i DIDNT' miss when we weren't speaking to each other. it makes me sad that i dread having to tell you wat is going on just because i knwo you will call me stupid again, and get angry at me becuase i dont' act like you. i should have never told you. that was a mistake on my part and for that i'm sorry. we need to talk.

6. hey. i'm sorry, for two reasons. i know i already said this, but i haven't said one of the reasons yet. i'm sorry, i misplaced my anger on you. but more importantly, i'm sorry i let our friendship fall apart. i didnt realize that you felt that way at all... it was a bit of a shocker.. and i'll try not to let that happen again. i'm glad we had the conversations..umm.. ok i think i've said enough....

anywaysz, i would like this weekend to be carefree, and i'm tired... i've learned not to drive when i'm tired, even when i think i'm ok to drive... hehe ask me nicely and i'll tell you the story later.. i get to play driver tomorrow, and go on a date with my bijoux! i'm so excited. it's so early in the morning... wow.. i'm tired.

is it just me, or is this weather driving you guys nuts? WHERE IS THE HOT WEATHER!! wishing i was back in st. thomas without a care in the world.

Wednesday, 18 May 2005

my brother being goofy. do we look alike? i think rebec looks more like chris than i do.

better picture, but it's off center.. my short arms. haha shuttup!

on a side note: I HATE BOYS WHO LEAD GIRLS ON........ it's wrong and... it's hurtful.. and it's just WRONG! if my brother EVER, EVER does that to a girl i will seriously maim his boyhood.

on a happier note: i am excited for this weekend! hopefully i go tanning. and my unni is getting married. but i have TONS of work to do for school related stuff. hmm.. i hope everyone is hanging in there. also i willl NEVER NEVER eat any kind of Doritoes again. i got SO sick from eating the guacamole ones. i was puking like crazy. yuck.. well i hope i see everyone soon!